I dedicate this site to the memory of my stepdaughter, Heather, who was murdered on Thanksgiving 2017. I want to chronicle some of the events and spiritual insights that happened. It is my hope that this may help some other souls who stumble upon this site. Maybe some good can come off this after all (read more here).  ~ May 2018

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Training to trust Guidance and never being alone

The Club predicts that a medical issue will clear up (and turned out to be right), and used this as example to show that we are never alone but always connected to guidance.

1/16/2020 8:57 a.m.

[This was written during the dead of winter, when I had very few of these dialogues.  Mostly this was because of me, as I find it hard to tune in when I cannot be outside; being that it is a winter's morn, and it is cold and still dark outside. Compare that to to spring, where when I sit outside at dawn in the milder air, life is awakening, the birds are singing, and so on.  So that the time of this writing, I really doubted if I can still do it.  And so... ]

Beautiful dawn today.  A rare sunny day. I want to have a dialogue, got nothing on my mind, but just want to. Why do you suppose that is?

The Club: You want to train the connection, exercise it.

So you are here?

We are here. It’s good to train the connection, just to strengthen the belief that this is all possible.  Your belief has been faltering.

Yes, I have been more doubtful, even towards what Frank is doing.
BTW, we can keep this private. [ I guess, i decided against that.]

Whatever suits you. Now, it is one thing to believe or not to believe; another not to try this [sort of dialogue].

See, like that time I did not fully believe this came NOT  from me. You know what I am saying.

We get the first part and then it got lost. And that’s what exercise is all about, to train the connection.  
Really what this is about is to reestablish TRUST.

Yes, trust!  To trust myself and this process.

And flush out the pipes, so that it can flow better. So why not simply do this here for a few days, if even for a few minutes and talk about things that are on our mind, and see where it goes.

Now, your eye is bothering you, and you wonder if we can say what it is.

It is just an irritation and will clear up in a few days.*

*[I have been having an irritation in my left eye. The day it started, I was grinding some metal and there was the possibility that a tiny shard or something had gotten in the eye and caused the irritation.  So I was a worried. Yet, all along, when asking for guidance, I got “It is OK.”  A few days after this, the eye was  better, but just to be sure I went and had it checked out by the eye-doctor, and the result was exactly as predicted here by the Club:  it was just a slight irritation.  I got some medicated eye drops to accelerate the healing.]

So here is something I can go back to, to “verify.”

Do that, let’s see what happens.  

Because this has been wrong before (Nancy).

Well that was Nancy, not us.


Sometimes I feel so alone.*  
*[ This is pretty rare for me. I have a very good family and relationships, yet at very rare times I do still feel alone, like for example when I have to work through a problem by myself. This is probably how most of us are.  More on this will be said below.]

In 3D, that is the definition: being alone. It is only through your social connections that you overcome aloneness.

I struggled writing the word “overcome,” not the right word.

Correct. It implies there is a problem with being alone.  And there is not.  You just have to accept it.

Plus, given the All-D connections in your life, you are always connected to the greater whole.

What you talk about, though, is the external connection to your friends, loved ones, and so on.

And even though you are well integrated, you still are walking the path by yourself. Point in case, this eye thing; if there is a problem, ultimately, it is you who has to deal with it.

I get Heidegger’s “Everybody dies alone,” or whatever the gist is. You can be surrounded by all kinds of loved ones at your death, but the final step you have to do by yourself.

A very 3D way of looking at it. ‘Cause it disallows for the connection with your All-D being. But we see what you are saying.

So being in this alone-state is by definition the 3D existence. You “overcome” it through social connections.  But it is really what allows for any kind of spiritual learning process.

[long pause]

So what do I do with this?

You realize you are never alone. If you ask for it, we give support. Like now, with the [problem with your] eye:  it is nothing but a light irritation.

OK, so just to train the connection, let’s say this was a good session.  Not sure if I will put parts of it online.*
*[Obviously I did, because the prediction with they eye turned out to be true.]

Right, it seems like the focus of the blog has become physics, and so on.

Well, ontology.  The basis behind this [session] is more about “How to live.”

Still valuable.

OK, so let’s leave it at that, and see what happens to the eye. *
*[As described above, it turned out exactly as the Club had predicted]

Ah, so the eye is the judge.  Laughing.  OK.

Thanks for now.


Namaste — I and the Divine in me bow to You and the Divine in You.

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