I dedicate this site to the memory of my stepdaughter, Heather, who was murdered on Thanksgiving 2017. I want to chronicle some of the events and spiritual insights that happened. It is my hope that this may help some other souls who stumble upon this site. Maybe some good can come off this after all (read more here).  ~ May 2018

All That Is

The source of Good vs. Evil, Love vs. Hate

Good vs. Evil, Love vs. Hate -- their source is the universal heartbeat: Separations of oneness into innumerable seeming individuals, then attraction/contraction back into oneness. Repeat.

Suicide and variant lives: any life-test implies a possible bad outcome

The purpose of living is the experience. All possibilities for a life exist and are in fact lived and experienced by our variant lives. These life paths also include tests, dark times, which we must live through, and all outcomes of a given test are lived, including the bad ones like suicide.

The self-organizing Whole: from Hologram to Structures

The structures we see in reality (both physical and mental) arise from the whole, imagined as a hologram where each part contains the whole, which self-organizes ITSELF by drawing membranes around its parts into functional groupings.