I dedicate this site to the memory of my stepdaughter, Heather, who was murdered on Thanksgiving 2017. I want to chronicle some of the events and spiritual insights that happened. It is my hope that this may help some other souls who stumble upon this site. Maybe some good can come off this after all (read more here).  ~ May 2018


The self-organizing Whole: from Hologram to Structures

The structures we see in reality (both physical and mental) arise from the whole, imagined as a hologram where each part contains the whole, which self-organizes ITSELF by drawing membranes around its parts into functional groupings.

The Pulse of Being

The pulse of Being: A universal process of unfolding/enfolding, particle/wave, Yin/Yang, thoughts merging with the subconscious, collective, and universal consciousness, thereby bringing the universe into being, in every moment, fluently, changed.

Become aware of de-evolving change in your life

What’s the scariest movie you have ever seen? And I don't mean some horror flick that you forget about as soon as it ended, but something so scary that you remember it for a long time because the very concept is unnerving. One such movie is “I am Legend” with Will Smith. In it, humankind is essentially wiped out by a virus; only one man is not affected and remains the lone “normal” human. The scariest part is not the inhuman creatures he fights (you can see this in a million other flicks) but seeing how a vibrant city like New York can become so desolate in such a short time.