I dedicate this site to the memory of my stepdaughter, Heather, who was murdered on Thanksgiving 2017. I want to chronicle some of the events and spiritual insights that happened. It is my hope that this may help some other souls who stumble upon this site. Maybe some good can come off this after all (read more here).  ~ May 2018

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Awakening – a twenty year retrospective of a glimpse of enlightenment

Many years ago I experienced an awakening. No, wait, that is not right, because the “I” became one with everything, so I can’t say “I had an awakening!” Hmmm, maybe “All that is had an awakening…” would be better? Oh, that does not sound right either. But you see, that is the point, the mystery. And so it seems like a good time as any for a bit of retrospection and to tell a story. I invite you come along on a journey.

20 years later, a letter to Frank DeMarco: Rita, TGU, Hologram and the Net of Indra

Today is the 20 year anniversary of an awakening. As part of this, I have written a question to author Frank DeMarco, whose writings corresponds very much with my experience. Frank and his “contacts” have proposed a different model of what constitutes a soul: it is not a unit but a composite of various strands. I am asking him, how this model ties into an earlier idea of "the hologram."