I dedicate this site to the memory of my stepdaughter, Heather, who was murdered on Thanksgiving 2017. I want to chronicle some of the events and spiritual insights that happened. It is my hope that this may help some other souls who stumble upon this site. Maybe some good can come off this after all (read more here).  ~ May 2018


Thoughts On Good Friday, Jesus being crucified, and Him and others choosing to be a human sacrifice for the spiritual elevation of all, and a spiritual connection to death

Jesus was killed on “Good Friday." The term “good” gives a clue: He gave his life willingly for the spiritual elevation of mankind. Historically, some humans have done so as well, being human sacrifices, willingly! We can learn about a spiritual connection to death.

Choice as probability

Do you know the difference between a choice and a decision? We talk about free will and always having choice, but do we really know what it means to choose? How exactly do you choose? This article will look into the nature of choosing, and how it relates to possibilities and probabilities, and the spiritual implications.

Part 1: Choosing bad things to happen (murder, accidents, illness), or why do bad things happen to good people?

Part 1 of series on why bad things happen to good people. The notion of free will and choice is introduced, and the puzzling question arises how somebody can choose bad things to happen? A view from the interlife literature is presented, as well as an answer from Frank DeMarco and TGU.

Making sense of a senseless death, grief, anger, and asking why?

About half a year ago, my stepdaughter was murdered. When you experience such a horrendous tragedy, you feel a range of emotions. Foremost you feel pain, the deepest anguish and grief imaginable. But also anger, anger towards the killer, towards yourself, even towards God. All the while you ask “why”? Why do bad things like this happen to good people? Why does God allow this to happen? What are the causes for such horrible things?