I dedicate this site to the memory of my stepdaughter, Heather, who was murdered on Thanksgiving 2017. I want to chronicle some of the events and spiritual insights that happened. It is my hope that this may help some other souls who stumble upon this site. Maybe some good can come off this after all (read more here).  ~ May 2018


Choice as probability

Do you know the difference between a choice and a decision? We talk about free will and always having choice, but do we really know what it means to choose? How exactly do you choose? This article will look into the nature of choosing, and how it relates to possibilities and probabilities, and the spiritual implications.

20 years later, a letter to Frank DeMarco: Rita, TGU, Hologram and the Net of Indra

Today is the 20 year anniversary of an awakening. As part of this, I have written a question to author Frank DeMarco, whose writings corresponds very much with my experience. Frank and his “contacts” have proposed a different model of what constitutes a soul: it is not a unit but a composite of various strands. I am asking him, how this model ties into an earlier idea of "the hologram."