I dedicate this site to the memory of my stepdaughter, Heather, who was murdered on Thanksgiving 2017. I want to chronicle some of the events and spiritual insights that happened. It is my hope that this may help some other souls who stumble upon this site. Maybe some good can come off this after all (read more here).  ~ May 2018

alternate reality

TCB: On questioning and answering, and how déjà vu is a remembrance of how the here-and-now already is

A dialogue on how questions arise, and answers are explored through our "cognitive senses:" What, how, where, why, and when. Then a déjà vu happened – a taste of how our higher non-3D selves experience time and space, and a remembrance of how the here-and-now already exists

A deeper experience of time and Being: All is connected, but a whole does not need to be connected.

If you really get time, experience it, it is so simple that it is magnificent beyond measure. In this moment, it all is connected. Only connected is SUCH a wrong word. How can a whole be connected? We/You/I are that whole, and it is I/You/We. And it is all right now, here, in this moment. So simple. So magnificent. So divine. Just like you are.

Choice as probability

Do you know the difference between a choice and a decision? We talk about free will and always having choice, but do we really know what it means to choose? How exactly do you choose? This article will look into the nature of choosing, and how it relates to possibilities and probabilities, and the spiritual implications.